waiting for something to happen…
˗ˏˋ nemu's little space ˎˊ˗
waiting for something to happen…
I'm 24 and I spend an unfortunate amount of my life around computers. During the day I work as a SRE (basically a system enginer), and outside of work I'm usually playing games. so i'm basically on a computer 24/7 TT (my eyes must be dying)

My love for computers and games started pretty early, thanks to my PSP and our family PC. Some of my earliest gaming memories are: Bomberman, Shrek racing games, Winx Club games, and a bunch of other random games my dad bought me for my PSP. As for my PC games, it started with Sims, GTA: Vice City, and some fb games. While a lot of my time was also spent watching my dad play Left 4 Dead. I was way too scared to play it myself and never even planned to lol. We also had a PlayStation at home, where Mortal Kombat became something my dad and I played together a lot. He was a complete one-trick pony, basically only played Kabal. Fighting him was the worst because he'd just spin me around with Kabal over and over again TT
Later, I got access to my friend's Minecraft Java Edition account and started playing a lot on servers. BedWars, Hunger Games, SkyWars, and all the other random minigames. That whole Minecraft server era was peak. i previously only played on my phone which my mom had on her iPhone 4. After she gave me the phone, I lost access to Minecraft and ended up jailbreaking it just so I could play again TT. The struggle was real
As I got older, I started trying more games, mostly indie games and visual novels because my PC was absolutely ass. I played Fran Bow, Undertale, Night in the woods, DDLC, Steins;gate vn, Portal 2 and a bunch of other random games. I also started playing League of Legends at that time and I was way too young and stupid to know what I was doing. I somehow spent a few months playing almost exclusively against bots. I'm still ass at League ( i only play arams now )
Eventually I started playing Valorant, which was my first FPS. More recently, I switched to CS2, and I've been having a lot of fun with it. Mostly playing, occasionally arguing with people hhi.
Somewhere along the way, my interest in computers turned into a career.
I think I decided to major in tech mostly because I couldn't really imagine myself doing anything else. cuz I'd been on my computer all the time since I was a kid
I also got really interested in cybersecurity competitions (CTFs) during my high school years, which ended up helping me a lot with my career lol.
Eventually i started out as a DevOps Engineer and recently switched over to SRE. Last year I started preparing for the CKA, then somehow ended up getting all the Kubernetes certifications and becoming a Kubestronaut. still kinda unreal (=^・ω・^=)
I've been drawing since I could hold a pencil. Watercolor was used mainly thing during high school, until my dad surprised me with a drawing tablet. That eventually led to some freelancing till my university years.
I don't draw nearly as much these days, but it's still something I come back to every now and then.

Been working out for a while now, mostly because sitting at a computer all day was starting to take its toll. The back pain disappearing was probably the biggest win. much needed for an office worker tbh. And im happy to announce that i can deadlift myself finally :3
I wasn't old enough to fully experience the golden age of personal websites, MySpace, and the early web, but I came to appreciate it later through sites like Neocities. I love how everyone's page had its own personality—bright colors, weird layouts, GIFs everywhere, music players, visitor counters, and just generally doing whatever you wanted with your little corner of the internet.
The modern web feels very different. Everything is polished, corporate, and designed to keep you inside the same handful of social media platforms. Facebook and Instagram don't really give you much room to make a space that feels like your own. This website is my way of making a little corner of the internet that's entirely mine.
INTP
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